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Party Animal
9 OctAs I walk the streets of burn city. I think to myself how rarely I come here during the day. You see the only time I head into the city is well, to party. There were days where I’d go shop, mingle & simply wanting to be in the presence of the city- that feeling is long gone. Maybe I’m older, lazy or simply can’t be fucked making the effort to drive up &exhaustingly look for parking only to resort to expensive paid parking complexes.
The night life is the only thing I hold on to now. The latest “hot spots” is where I wanna be. At the bar or on the dance floor is where you’ll find me.
I know with my ongoing lifestyle &drinking ways I have developed the image of a ‘party animal’ something I found quite offensive at first, then got use to, before gettin over it. I’m entitled to a bit of fun from a busy week of work with my closest, others find it in a quiet one in. Mine just happens to be in the form of hastily getting ready, sculling ridiculous amounts of booze, taking goofy bathroom photos, stumbling, singing till we lose our voices, &waking up feeling like death before wanting to do it all over again. It’s what I (funnily enough) enjoy &sure the morning after is always a burden but I wouldn’t have it any other way.
I don’t want to sound like I’m writing the memoirs of a party-holic. I do enjoy my quiet movie, kicking back, no drama nights. All I’m saying is, it doesn’t what label is being used, I’m just doing what makes me happy. It’s simply me embracing the so called “party animal” within :)
Liar liar, pants on fire
4 OctWe tell lies thinking we are protecting ourselves &/or the people we are telling them to. Some to keep us from getting told off, some to refrain us from unintentionally hurting someone, others because we need an excuse (probably the most common reason).
But where do we draw the line? Most of us think that a little white lie here and there can’t be too bad. Because it’s half a lie. I remember in high-school when i’d stay out late &would tell my parents we’re having a ‘quiet’ sleep over at whoever’s house, but really we’re out late partying and coming home to their place to ko because their parents are cooler. In a way I understand why we use that term “white lie” it’s a subconscious way of convincing ourselves that it’s a positive lie. But it’s sucha contridictive name for something that could ultimately be so negative. What if something happened to me while I was out at a party, my parents wouldn’t know because I had given them false information, and when they did find out it would be disastrous because I had abused their trust. So you see, there are always going to be some form of consequence for every lie. Some lies will creep up on ya when you least expect it and some, well, people may not even notice.
Just always say what you think is right by others, otherwise you’re only lying to yourself!
Tags: conversation, lies, trust
ping!
27 Sepwhen we’re use to getting things our way we forget our manners &consideration of others. we don’t stop to think how our actions may affect others or the friendship/relationship.
it’s a shame to let things get your way when they weren’t a priority in the first place. why do we allow ourselves to become vulnerable &almost pathetic when we know the out come?
those that are good to us, we take for granted because we ‘assume’ that they’ll always be there to pick us up &help us clean the mess we made up. reality is; they’re not. they will leave & move on…
putting all your eggs in one basket is risky, sometimes it can be rewarding but others, quite disappointing. i always allow myself to to be open minded &positive about someone. but then their are those times where you notice one minuscule habit about someone that you absolutely can’t stand, does that change your perspective about them straight away? i guess it depends on what it is..but is it fair that i should need to withstand this annoying habit of yours?
no ones perfect. i know we all have these little habits that we wish we didn’t posess. some you could probably fall in love with but others you wish you never noticed..
maybe
26 Sepmaybe i’m naive, maybe i’m slow, maybe we’re different, maybe you’re reliant, maybe you’re selfish, maybe we clash, maybe you need to grow up, maybe you don’t know what you have, maybe i expect too much, maybe you can’t think for yourself, maybe you’re not who i thought you were, maybe i tried to see the best in you, maybe you should be alone, maybe it’s just not meant to be, maybe i think too much
maybe i’m hungover.
